PSP-related blog post by Florida woman

Several years ago, I met June Keith through the PSP Forum (  June lives in Key West, Florida.  I helped her make arrangements to donate her mother’s brain upon death.  June’s mother Shirley died last year.  PSP was confirmed upon brain autopsy.  Surprisingly, though Shirley was 77 years old, she had no other brain pathologies besides PSP.

This is the first Mother’s Day June is experiencing without her mother.  On her “Postcards from Paradise” blog, June posted today about her mother and PSP.  I’ve copied the full blog post below as well as a link to the blog.  There are several old photos posted to the blog online.



Postcards from Paradise
a blog by June Keith

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Rest In Peace, Mom

On this Mother’s Day, my first one without my mother, I want to sound an alert in her honor. I want to talk about Progressive Supranuclear Palsy (PSP), the mysterious and cruel illness that tortured and ultimately killed her. PSP is a tragic disease, not only because of its torturous course. It’s also difficult to recognize. Sadly, researchers seem no closer to understanding PSP today than they were when Mom was finally diagnosed in 2007. Its cause remains a mystery.

PSP is a disease of the brain, attacking six people in 100,000. PSP slowly kills off parts of the brain that relate to vision, swallowing, balance and speech. Because it occurs so infrequently, many physicians simply know nothing about it. That was Mom’s case. At first her vision went bad. She lost her ability to do crossword puzzles due to what she described as fuzzy eyesight. She lost her balance and tumbled frequently, seemingly without reason. She could not eat a meal without dropping half of it on the shelf formed by her amble bosom. Her weight skyrocketed as she became increasingly immobile. She also became incontinent, a fact I was to sorrowfully learn on a car trip from Florida to Nova Scotia. It was in Georgia that I pulled off the Interstate to find a drug store and buy her first package of adult diapers. She wore them for the rest of her life.

Yet not one of the many doctors who examined her could find a problem with her health. Yes, she had lost her ability to walk without the aid of a walker. And yes, her vision was strangely off. But she passed every colonoscopy and endoscopy and vision test and cognition test and blood test with flying colors.  She went for nights without sleeping. Dozens of medications were prescribed to help her to sleep. None worked. She became a habitual television watcher, a past-time that she’d long considered to be a big waste of time. She dressed in house dresses and stayed indoors to avoid the embarrassment of falling in public.

As her health continued to fail, with no reason that any medical test or procedure could find, she considered that she was simply wearing out, that she’d burned the candle at both ends for many long years and this was the result of all of that. She’d been a nurse and worked the night shift for 35 years. She worked while her husband and three kids slept because she liked to party by day. She skied in the winter. She beached in the summer.

As her habits began obviously to change, we scolded her for eating too fast, for not taking care of herself, for not exercising. Walk, Mom! Get out and do things, we urged. She said she couldn’t. We thought she was lazy, or depressed. We agonized when the phone rang, expecting the bad news from Sebring, Fla. of another mishap involving Mom, who was supposedly quite healthy.

Claiming that her lovely home had become too big for her to handle, she sold it and bought a tiny trailer in a seniors-only trailer park. She had the floors redone. The walls painted. She bought new kitchen appliances. But it was still a trailer, and we were mystified as to why she chose such a modest dwelling when she could afford so much more.  Then I understood. I observed that when she walked from the living room to her bedroom she used the walls to keep her balance. Everywhere in that trailer she had a place to hold on to, to keep her on her feet.

What was wrong with her? I took her to eye doctors, five total, and not one could find a problem with her eyes. By then she was incapable of reading or writing. In the hospital, after a fall, a nurse asked me “is your mother blind?” We were advised to place her in a nursing home, but she countered that she was healthy. Every test said so. Why would she give up her independence when there was nothing wrong with her? If she fell and broke her neck, so be it.

We hired people to come into her home and clean, cook and take care of her dog. Her condition continued to baffle us, and her. Four uneasy years passed.

One day my husband Michael said “I think I know what’s wrong with your mother.”  He’d read an obituary of a woman who’d died after a courageous struggle with Progressive Supranuclear Palsy. He’d researched the subject and was soon certain that Mom was a victim of PSP.  He was right. She was.

The description of PSP matched mom’s symptoms exactly. We got Mom to a neurologist who confirmed our suspicions. (The first neurologist she saw had insisted she had Alzheimer’s Disease, a diagnosis that in no way matched her symptoms.) The prognosis was ugly and sad. Mom’s main risk factors were falling and choking. PSP patients often died of pneumonia from inhaling food, he said. He also told us that there was nothing to be done. She would die. Slowly.

That was in June, 2007. She died in a nursing home in August, 2010, completely blind, wheelchair bound, and eating a diet of pureed food—the most horrible insult of all, she said. She broke a hip. Then she got pneumonia. She survived all of that and four months later broke her other hip. She died in her sleep, days later, hours after being released from the hospital.

She had a nice nest egg by the time she retired at age 62. She’d carefully saved her money, and even inherited a bit from her own mother, but she died nearly penniless, having spent a fortune on her care during the last five years of her life. Running out of money was a constant fear. And the fear of dying by choking to death was always with her, too, she told me.

I’m telling this story to inform as many people as we possibly can of the disease of PSP. We were surprised and heartbroken at how many medial professionals failed to recognize Mom’s illness. Ultimately it was my husband who diagnosed her, and he is a songwriter.

We donated our mom’s brain to Florida Brain Bank and learned from her autopsy that her disease was definitely PSP with no other disease process. A neurologist in Key West told me that Mom’s was only the fourth case of PSP in his career. He said PSP had probably shortened her life by ten years. She was around 70 when she began her decline. She was 77 when she died.

Others who have died of PSP are Dudley Moore, the actor, and Teresa Brewer, a singer, who died at the same age as Mom. Doubtless there are hundreds of people suffering right now with this strange and hellish illness that goes unrecognized more often than not. Once we knew what Mom was suffering from we hooked up with the PSP forum, where the various features of PSP are discussed daily. It gave us immeasurable relief.

I’m telling this story with the hope that it will help someone, somehow, or some way, to recognize or to manage this particularly horrendous illness that my amazing mother handled with remarkable humor, grace and courage.

Happy Mother’s Day, Mom. Rest in well-deserved peace.